We are growwwwwing(by we I mean he)

It has been awhile! I made this blog with great intentions of writing at the very least once a week, well we all see how that worked out ha! I wonder what is me time? I went out with some other moms last night and today I feel exhausted. It didn't help. I like to spend time alone. Just by myself but then I feel completly selfish, like I should rush home to Lucas. I never used to be that way. I used to love to be around people but now I dream about being alone. It's so funny how babies change things, so many things. It is hard figuring out a middle ground. But anyway enough about me, lets talk about the good stuff, Lucas!! Lucas is growing and changing so much!! I love that little boy more then words can describe. :) The love towards your child is amazing, and so different then anything else. Lucas is army crawling around the house like a champ. He finally ventured into the kitchen, which I don't think is awesome but it is what it is. For the longest time he would crawl to the threshold of the kitchen and stop and look up at me and cry for me to pick him up. Then one day it was like a light went off and he realized he could go into the kitchen haha. Lucas wears size 6 months to 9 monthes clothes. He doesn't fit in 12 months clothes yet. Lucas loves to have a good chat! He will talk to you all day if you keep the conversation going. Lucas has my facial expressions. I see so much of myself in him already. It makes my heart melt. Lucas also has my eyes and my lips. Everything else is all daddy. However everyone tells me he looks more and more like me everyday. :) Lucas is A-TT-ACH-ED to me. Hello seperation anxiety, I hate you, go away. It's not that I don't love my child but I can't go pee. I can't go to the kitchen(for those of you have seen my house know I have an open floor plan and you can see my kitchen from my living room). But I know this is a stage so I am just loving on him when he gets anxious and dealing with it that way. Oh we started using a sippy cup! Lucas loves it! Even more though he likes to drink from my cups. But from what I have been reading that is good too. Anyway that is enough for now!